I am not an easy person to love. Some days I will whisper how beautiful you are while planting gentle kisses all over your body. You will giggle and try to fight me off and in that moment my heart will have never felt so light.
But other days when my mind is a storm cloud threatening to explode, I will be a bundle of emotions that I cannot quite keep contained. I will be cold, distant, and you will look at me like I am not the same person you fell in love with.
I am a broken light switch. My moods flicker without anyone flipping me on and off. I wake up each morning and wonder which me you will encounter that day. I always hope it is the one who makes you want to stick around.
I am not easy to love. But what I need you to understand is that whether there is a war raging inside of my mind or I am the kind person that you adore, I will always love you.
I will love you in the morning. I will love you when you cry. I will love you when I am angry. I will love you when you’re being stubborn. I will love you when I don’t even love myself. I will love you.
I know that there will be days when you want to give up on me but I am asking you, please don’t. You see, you are the only one who has been able to settle the storm inside of me before I even realize it is surfacing.
I am not easy to love but I promise that I will always put up a fight. And I will love you no matter which me my light switch flips on that day."
LC (via chickkyyychickk)
"You left her and she changed. She changed her hair, cut
her nails. Stopped wearing make-up. She tried to forget everything, to remove herself. She made sex not love. She buried her sorrows in wine and smokes. She no longer believes in love."
"I used to think that two souls could be joined forever in mutual gaiety. Now I think we choose our own prisons and call it love."
I go to bed every night feeling important to no one. And missing the importance of every one.
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"Tudo bem, eu aceito o fato de você ter aparecido. Mas só não faz como todas as outras vezes. Se apareceu para me tirar o sono, pelo menos fica pra dormir comigo."
Paradisar (via poetaciumenta)